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08 April 2013 @ 10:55 pm
Whoops I haven't posted in awhile. MY BAD. I haven't really done anything too amazing. I bought Bioshock Infinite and...that's about it? I also got into Adventure Time unknowingly. I thought it was just a dumbass show that CN usually has, but it's actually pretty good and a lot darker than I thought for a kids show. So yup. That's about all I've been doing really fff. Watching that and I finished Puella Madoka Magica the other night and wow my feelings were punched into the sun. Wtf show. It was good, a lot better than most animes out nowadays.

I kinda also deleted my old musebox because I hated that name. xC

Also in terms of RP: Helios actually is getting together with some and this both amuses me and makes me happy. >3> It's about time he tries the whole relationship thing again. I think it'll go nicely. But we shall see. Luceti is a cruel, cruel place.
Current Mood: chipper
20 February 2013 @ 05:03 pm
Can I just say that after not having a cold for several years and then finally getting one again is the worst thing ever. I feel like I'mma die and it's just a cold, ugh.
Current Mood: sick
12 February 2013 @ 11:11 pm

Soooo I just go done reading this book Scriber by Ben S. Dobson. LET ME TELL YOU MY FEELINGS ABOUT IT.

Basically it's about a man who has been shamed for his acts of the past, and has thus put himself in a self-imposed exile of sorts. Dennon Lark is his name, and at first his character comes off as being a complete jerk ass. But he gets loads better as the story goes on. He also grows and becomes someone better as the story progresses. He's real in his mindset and reactions towards things, and he's pretty much a goddamn scaredy cat. But that's what makes him an intriguing protag. He's not the big damn hero in this book. He's the main character along with a kickass female main character named Bryndine Errynson who despite all social norms is a warrior and works in the army. She and her 20 or so female warriors basically kick major ass the entire book while they follow Dennon around to save their home of Kingsland.

BASICALLY. It's a really awesome book with an awesome female support cast and I recommend everyone give it a read. It's, uh, kinda fast pace too but the plot is intriguing. Albeit it's not the most creative things in the world but the characters make up for it, I assure you.

Anyway I gave the book five stars because I felt myself cheering on all the lovely ladies within the story because all defy the odds of the social norms in place in their land. It's more of a story about honor and preserving ones history than anything else and that makes it a rather interesting read in my opinion. If you like fantasy-ish books I'd give this one a read, it's really quite endearing.
20 January 2013 @ 03:41 pm
Finally replying to these questions [personal profile] gumiho gave me because I'm slow!

1. Nicest thing anyone has said to you?

Is it terrible that nothing comes to mind off the top of my head? I guess it would be about being a good friend and like family to the person who said it.

2. Would you give up the internet completely if, in doing so, you gained whatever super power you want?

I don't think so. The internet is pretty much the one sure way I stay in contact with people, also where I get up to date with current events. But not only that, I do enjoy RPing a whole lot and writing and putting up my works for people to read. Dx Sure I could use the TV or a publisher but, eh, it's not the saaame. I guess it also depends on the power I'm getting in return.

3. Where would you live if you could live in any fictional place?

Any fiction place. Ohh possibly Alorin because it seems like such a beautiful and wonderful place to live.

4. Who or what inspires you the most?

Other writer's works. My mom and family and friends sometimes too. Music often inspires me as well.

5. How many concerts have you gone too?/What was the last concert you attended?

Haha I've never been to a concert before fff /fails

But if I could go to any concert? Poets of the Fall concert, yep.
Current Mood: awake
29 November 2012 @ 09:27 pm
So about that new Angel and Faith comic...

I don't even know what to think guys. WHAT IS HAPPENING?!

/pointless post of 2012
19 November 2012 @ 11:35 pm
Okay dudes. I'm doing Christmas cards this year so anyone who wants one COMMENT! This entry will be screened. Or you can send me an email at solarsunfish@hotmail.com if you're not comfortable doing this~
Current Mood: artistic
14 November 2012 @ 01:52 am
I finished the first season of Once Upon a Time. Oh gods I do not need another show to get into that airs on sundays. /sob

It's a lovely show though, for anyone who hasn't seen it. Strong female characters and kickass villains! It repeatedly punched me in my feelings too. Some of the stories and histories were just so sad. Like Rumpelstiltskin's past is really sad and depressing and I kinda love the character but he's absolutely horrible. And then there's Ruby's past which is terrible, and Grumpy's made me sad too. ):

But yeah it's a good show. I kinda like all the characters tbh. Except Regina is a super bitch and needs to learn to get over shit. >__>

I love how there were so many cameos from people in other shows. Like Jimmie Cricket's father being the mayor from Buffy. And I'm pretty sure the blind witch in the Hansel and Gretel episode was Anya's actress. But all the actors and actresses are lovely, and it's just an awesome show which I should have taken up sooner!

The only con is the...admittedly bad visuals at times. The CGI is kinda terrible, and it doesn't even blend well at all, but I can understand why, since ABC isn't a very popular channel. I don't even know what shows it usually airs aside from this. So their budget is probably really shitty. But! Aside from that...everything else is awesome.
Current Mood: calm
14 October 2012 @ 05:10 pm
So my hands have gotten better since last week? They still hurt and I'm taking more time to rest them between using the computer. Also wearing wrist braces at night time. But I really need to go to the doctor me thinks. There's this bone deep pain that goes all the way up to my elbow...which is apparently bad. But it only happens if I go a long time without resting my hands. It's worse in my right hand, no surprise there, and yeah. xC I'll get through this. I just wish the pain would go completely away. Not sure if that's gonna happen, given my internet usage. The only thing I could do is cut out internet forever and that'll never happen. So, uh, yeah.

Anyway I hope everyone is having a good weekend. Walking Dead season premiere is on tonight. Awww yeah, excited for that.
Current Mood: calm
01 October 2012 @ 10:44 pm
Oh look at me. I wrote things! >:) And it will be hideous because you know me and horror~ I don't have anything else to say so...expect more updates and the weeks go on. I'mma try to finish this before the 31st. But I think I'm doing good so far. I'll keep updating and adding chapter links as the story progresses. /rolls back to writing

Title: The Town
Rating: R for blood and violence, oh and naughty language, and possibly other things along the way
Characters: OCs
Warnings: This is just a Halloween-esque story I got the idea for writing. It's a short multi-chapter, murder/horror/mystery story that hopefully won't be too easy to figure. I haven't really worked with mystery/murder stories before so...if it comes off as being bad, that's because I've never written it. And I don't typically read this kind of genre either. But hopefully I can make it somewhat entertaining~ This story also takes place 10 months after Hunted as well.

It's right here, if you dare!
24 September 2012 @ 05:38 pm
I haven't mentioned how much I hate my Physics class yet so I'mma just go and do that now then. Get it out of the way so people can skip my bitching and moaning.

So we use this website to do homework and reading assignments. And at first the site is made so that you get 5 attempts to do each problem. The site never takes off points for getting a question wrong, until you use up all 5 tries then you get a 0% on the question, unless your teacher changes it. So, yeah, my teacher changed it. I just now did a problem, multiple choice, and I got the question wrong once before getting it right, so 4 out of 5 attempts, and it dropped my grade to a 67%.

I am just...so done with this fucking stupid bullshit. She doesn't even care and it's like, getting it wrong once should not drop my grade to a 3.33/5.00 it's just ridiculous! And we've complained to her about it but she doesn't really give a shit so, oh well I guess. That's her usual answer. It's like as a student I am more worried about getting the right answer and the full points so I don't fail your stupid fucking class, so I will use whatever means necessary to get the right answer. Which means using yahooanswers or some other sites. It doesn't give me a challenge, it doesn't help me whatsoever, it just fucking stresses me out, you stupid bitch.

Instead of giving us 5 tries and taking off full credit, because I mean by then if you haven't worked out the problem then yeah you obviously don't know how to do it, but no you get points off anyway for guessing wrong or putting in the wrong amount of significant figures (which is also bullshit by the way). But yeah there's my little rant for the evening.

Fuck this class and fuck mastering physics.
Current Mood: annoyed
18 September 2012 @ 08:59 pm
So I've been reading the Dresden Files lately. They're pretty good books, aside from Harry being an asshole sometimes. I don't know what it is but at least in the last book and the one I am currently reading he hasn't been too chauvinistic in them. His character is also...mildly annoying at certain things. Knowing he's about to die yet making wise ass remarks. Or trying to protect Murphy (a female character) when he knows she can handle herself. It's pretty apparent in the earlier books, because all he did was describe woman's bodies and how he needed to protect them. And all the woman are pretty much perfectly built in this series. Not that I usually care but >__> it's kinda unrealistic. I think the only woman who has some form of a normal body is Charity Carpenter and she's married.

BUT! Aside from the mixed feelings of how woman are portrayed in these books...they're really fun reads. I think Butcher has gotten better at it and Murphy is a kickass female secondary main character. She shot the shit out of an Incubus vampire lord! Fuck yeah. >:[

But I haven't really been doing much other reading aside from this series. I'm trying to make it to the 13th book before the 14th one comes out in November. I'm on number 7 right now. >__> Did I mention that they're short? Oh and kinda addicting. What I do love about these books is the world building. Oh god the delicious world building is fantastic. There's fae courts and vampire courts and dragons and creepy evil wizards. It's really awesome the world Butcher has created, and the magic usage, while kinda weird and wonky sometimes, is pretty awesome too.

I think if people could put aside the shaky portrayal of woman and Harry's blatant chauvinistic personality in the early books, it's a good series to read. Too bad it's Harry's personality that has a lot of people turning them away. I kinda just roll my eyes and continue reading though. There are very strong woman characters in this series though. And a lot of them are fucking creepy. But, yeah.

Also I made an account for one of the creepy ass villain dudes. NO ONE IS SURPRISED THERE! I'm secretly trying to find a game for him too.

But this is my short little review of what I've read so far! Perhaps once I'm caught up I'll write up another one. Give some details about the books separately. I hear there's a whole lot of shit that goes down in the books soon to come, so I am excited. >3>
Current Mood: calm
10 September 2012 @ 03:10 am
Or 100+ words because ending with 100 words kinda ends in the middle of a sentence for most of these. Also I stole this from Cata~

Lamaria Chronicles - Original fic )
Similar lives - Helios centric fic )
Time Twisted - Helios centric fic )
The Silver Goblet - Original fic )
Dreamscape - Helios centric fic )
Memento Mori - Helios centric AU original fic )
Current Mood: creative
04 September 2012 @ 02:03 pm
I had this awesome as fuck dream last night. I'm not sure what sprung it on, I think the fact I've been reading Harry Dresden a lot might have to do a lot with it. But uh...basically it was about this wizard dude, and I was apparently capable of using magic too. But it focused more on the wizard dude after awhile, I am unsure if it was Helios or Harry Dresden but I'll say it was like...their student or something! So there's this grand gala going on in this weird ass hotel. (Wth is with me and hotels?) But apparently there was a mining operation going on to uncover and make these special one of a kind Mayan gold orb things? The hotel was apparently built on top of it. I remember it was around a gazebo, or a carousel, not sure which. But then shit hit the fan when people where getting ready to celebrate the prom there. Yes, prom, I dunno why it was prom and...someone summoned a demon which started to attack people. It then focused on the wizard, who I'm assuming was there to investigate this underground operation. I think the wizard guy managed to stop the demon long enough to escape, because it was powerful and had red skin, pure black eyes, curled horns, you know the whole shebang.

Other stuff happened, like a scene change to somewhere in new york because apparently the demon was attacking people who knew the wizard dude. So we went to some girl's apartment, she was like a writer or paranormal investigator. And there was a part where her tape recorder played by itself and the only thing you could hear was the demon breathing into it. WHY ARE MY DREAMS SO MESSED UP?! That is totally from Grave Peril I know it, and then I woke up, damn. I hate it when a good dream doesn't get an ending. There was also this police officer who could like talk to dogs? Idk where that came from xD It was random.

But yeah...I had to get it off my chest before the details were gone. Safe to say I liked this dream a lot it was pretty boss. >3>
Current Mood: good
01 September 2012 @ 12:14 pm
Okay so I get this thing where pain radiates from my elbow all the way up to my arm and idk how to fix it! It goes into my wrist and then into my thumb and middle finger and hurts like a bitch. :C It feels like carpal tunnel and I'm sure I probably have that because, well, what is my life? Aside from writing on the computer all day.

It's really annoying and I wish it would stop but. It makes writing difficult. I should probably get it checked...but you know me. I never get things checked when I should so. /procrastinates

I also wrote a story. I can't even say it's short because it was like 5,000 words or something /sob

Here it is, for anyone curious.

Also! Hope everyone has a nice labor day weekend~
Current Mood: calm
12 August 2012 @ 06:13 pm
So I wrote porn.

Title: Giving
Rating: R for shameless smut
Characters: OCs
Warnings: Not many just porn porn porn. I also haven't written smut in a long time so I apologize for the terrible fail beneath the cut. :I

It's right over here if anyone wants to read it.

It's not the best thing I've ever done but I also have another fic I'm about finished with that's more introspective and sad. :'c I might be able to get that up tonight, not sure though. I've been busy packing and people are coming over tonight for my l well dinner, hng.

I go back down South tomorrow too. Late night flight so I'll be back home around 8ish or so.
Current Mood: blah
05 August 2012 @ 02:23 am
There are actually people who want me to app Helios into Distant Skies. This is truly amazing and they're not even people I know! Idek. I guess I'll give it another shot. Can't hurt, right? I'm taking him from a later canon point too. So he's 35 in this canon point.

I'm also working on a fic it's untitled because I don't even know what to call it but it's around 6 pages so far. I think I'll make it multi-parts because I hate making my shit too long. I might just write some more of it tomorrow before I unleash my hellish player plot onto Luceti. Hnng Apep!Helios is going to be so fun and crazy to play with.
Current Mood: sleepy
12 July 2012 @ 11:06 am
Oh right forgot to mention it on here but...I PASSED CALCULUS. Finally. I am so relieved and I can only convey this is a manner of pusheen dance party so here it is.

Sadly though I probably can't minor in english. I have like no time to do so and I am sure as hell not staying down there for another few semesters to do so. I am going to take another english class with my physic class though. It's an easy A/B at least and helps boost my GPA too. Just...which one to take. For anyone curious these are the offered ones so far:

- ENGL*205*13 Literature and Culture
- ENGL*276*E1 Masterpiece World Lit II
- ENGL*277*03 Literature Across Cultures
- ENGL*305*01 American Literature I
- ENGL*307*01 The Age of Chaucer
- ENGL*318*01 The Victorian Age
- ENGL*323*01 Modern British/Irish Lit
- ENGL*368*01 Reading and Writing Poetry

Unsure so unsure...might do the Age of Chaucer or Modern Brit/Irish Lit...but hm I'll think about it. So many lovely courses to choose from~
09 July 2012 @ 11:06 am
So I downloaded and watched Kung-fu Panda II last night. It was pretty good. Don't ask why I downloaded it, I just wanted to, and Shen was awesome. Gary Oldman ftw?!

But maybe I'm just being picky but movies nowadays are so...blah to me. :c Like the avengers wasn't anything special and I'm honestly surprised it did as well as it did. Aside from the last fight scene the entire movie took place on the ship until the last half hour. It wasn't really spectacular but maybe I'm just being overly picky for action movies. Though it did have pretty good character development for that kind of movie and with that many main characters.

ANYWAY! I wish movies weren't so formulaic. I wish there was a movie where the bad guys came out on top! Sadly I don't think that'll happen anytime soon.
Current Mood: calm
06 July 2012 @ 03:22 pm
Okay so I finished my class again. This feels oddly relieving to say the least. I'm going home on monday might come back around August 15th-ish idk.

But I am just going to go to Walmart pick up an external harddrive and get me an iced chai tea latte from Starbucks BECAUSE I DESERVE IT /shot
Current Mood: relieved